Mylife is a mess?

imfeeling very depressed looks like i have compettition in the beauty trade somebdy is already a make up artist icant compepte o want to advertise as a nutrimetrics consultant i feel so beneath the parents at that schoolone parent said my name veronica was old fashioned . I depreate;y need a proper jobI want to advertise too but i cant i keep put down i alswant to cpmpalinabou the way some of the way the parents have behaved towards me at theachool what do I do and how do I be happy